not satisfied at all!

does money hurts any of the relationship??
yes, definitely it hurts!
no matter how much ppl take.......
it is such a common thing now...lending money...
or wad ever......
i hate to be in the family that i am in!
why am i born here!
haix....
stupid
irritating....
sick and tired of it........
everyday routine......
nth gonna's change.......
working is better than staying at home....
or i would rather stay at other ppl's hse....
rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =/
humph............
I HATE PPL SMOKING AT HOME!
WANNA SMOKE, GET OUT AND SMOKE TILL
YOU ARE SATISFIED!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! rarrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!






~kuku gerl is not satisfied with anything!~

counting down of attachment! :)

starting of today its my 3rd week of attachment...
my whole attachment consist of 3 months...
which is equivilent to 12 weeks...
haha...so now i'm left with 9 weeks more...
that's pretty fast i suppose...
hmmm....and, i'll be having holis after 28 feb..
and there my adult life goes on...haha...
well...it's time to learn to save more than wad i'm saving now..
hmmm...haha....for e sake of future...
like study, family et cetra............hmmm...
this week we're going to start to take case alr....
don know wad will happen...
don dare to talk to doctors...
i'm afraid i couldnt understand what they're talking..
hmmm...well, lets see wad happen on wed bahx...haha....
christmas eve....haha....wad am i gg to do???
spending my day in TTSH! hahhaha...
i'm glad that i've gone to this ward...
the staffs are great =))
although its a infection unit...
i'm sure if we do our 5 moments of hand hygiene,
we'll definitely be safe :))
good luck to all prcp students!
i'm sure all of us will become an outstanding nurses in future! =)
haha....keep talking abt my attachment.......
now other than boyfriend, working....
hmmm....i have nth to do alr...
i gave up on my hobbies......not in contact with band friends...
all i care e most now... probably should be my dear,
ttsh and family....
oh ya..i have 2 new fam members!
little white and litte black! =D
they're my cute lil hamsters that my sister bought :))
my hobbies and band friends...
haix........good bye...... bon voyage....
all the best to u guys...if there's chance, we'll meet again...
same to my friends.....
my world now has only a few ppl revolving ard me...
attachment cliques, fam, dear, friends whom i still have contact
and last of all, my patients and their relatives....hmmm...






~kuku gerl announced the lost of her hobby~

egoistic???

moments ago....dad randomly just show me
a photo....and in the photo is e 3 of us and mum...
and...a note which i have wrote quite long ago...
hmmmm....suddenly feel like tearing...
dont know why...
shouldnt we show more concern towards someone
who is down....?
relative despise him..showing him attitude...
nagging at him...
wad abt his own family??
sometimes i just cant tolerate that kind
of attitude and i oso did that...
i'm sorry...
i'm not that kind of person who can say
i'm sorry, i love you or wad ever ...
directly to the person.....
its far too disgusting i think.....
hmmm....well...
as wad my dear say, sometimes when u realise,
its just too late to say: "i'm sorry"
some ppl holds high position...
very egoistic.....who can ever throw away their face and say those words...
if so, i beg your pardon...say that again...
no one can do that....
hmmmmm...oh well...
and i just know that MARCUS CHOOOOOOOOOOO
has a girlfrienddddd.....
wahahahh!!! and is like months ago?!?!?
wahahah!! oh gosh..i'm so not updated and is outdated...
LOLLLL....WAHAHAHAH!!!!!
so uncomfortable now for not gg to gym for 2 dayssss!
HAHAHAHA...
next week is my ED posting...........
wont be going to band so often i suppose.....
DON MISS ME PPL !
wahhahah!!!!!LOLLL....
NO POINT GG THERE WHEN ZACHARIAH GOH
DONT EVEN TREAT YOU AS A EXISTING PERSON!
HAHAHAH.....so it's okie not to go =))
lalah..........
headache...feel like vomitting..
ytd flu...head spinning....
all these stupid irritating illness, get lost plsssss......
rarrr!
my immune system is getting worst compared to
when i was young...hmmmm...
so irritating....
allergy to these and that....RARR!
stupid body....
hmmmmm...........
missssssingggggggggggggg youuuuuu badlyyyyyyyyyy =(







~kuku gerl kuku gerl~

first book out =)

my dear dear reach pasir ris on friday

evening @ 1749hrs.. =)

saw him with his new hair style =p

wahahah!!

so happy to see him =)

army guys like those hungry ghost siaaa...

hahah........once they reach station,

most of em went to makan fast food, buy sweet talk....

hahahahah!!!

and my dear went to ntuc to grab some biscuits to bring in..

hahhhaha......den, as usual, buy sweet talk and we took

a taxi back to his house...hehe!

he almost cant book out that day cuz their

boat left w/o them..

and they kena scolded...........hmmm...

nvr went for band due to this.....hmmm

hope ain wont mind.....hhah.......

ON SATURDAY:

went to quite a number of places!

hahhaha......went to sim lim sq get his pay..

put cheque..go OG kai kai awhile........

glance awhile at his everlast singlet....

hahaha......walk out of OG...

walk down to beach road.....

OMG! I TELL U! YTD'S WEATHER IS BURNING HOT!

u can see e 'smoke'!!! LOL

AHAHAH....

it's really super-ly HOT!

MY GOODNESS.......

reaccch beach road market..

wanted to eat claypot rice....

but haven open..opens @ 1600hrs...
hah...so walk up stairs to buy his army stuff first...

follow my dear and u can definitely save up lots of money...

wahahah!!! =DDDD

ps: so next time if i want go market, can bring u along eh~ =D

hhahaha....

buy finish den we go eat e claypot rice......
not bad lah.....their chicken so tender......

hhahahaha...got fish inside...

it taste fresh, normal fish....

but he sae is salted fish -______-

wahahah!!! taste bud spoilll!!!! =D

hehe!

eat finish, went to meritus hotel get his cert..

e hotel was grand.. [which hotel is not grand]

haha!

and head towards vivo to get his phone batt...

but it was out of stock...hmmm...

went kai kai...chatting our way on our ideal home..

hahah!

went to try his shoe.......but he nvr buy...

go makan again....hahah...~~

he fed me with all those nutritious stuff~~ can gain 1kg

everytime he book out sia...wahahah =D

and head towards homeee........

he's booking in today =(

i miss him.....2 weeks ltr den can see him again =(

haix...

tears flowing out w/o me crying...

maybe is my excess tears....

no place to store =( haix........
~go inside must take care ah....

must be strong! =) i'll be strong too :))~

hehe! so vain.... XD
at beach road market waiting for our claypot riceeeee~~ :D going homeeee~~

~kuku gerl will be strong :))~

i wish i wish i wish...

happy lil gurl..
- i want to rebond hair..
- i want to have a super uber big bear
other than my davon and my winnie =)
- i want my windmill from tim :)
- i want to take photo
- i want to go kbox
- i want to take neoprint
- i want to go gym
- i want to wish YOKE LIAN, YVONNE NG & LAY PENG
A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! :)
- i want to upload sean's wedding photo asap
- i want to improve on my stupid horn playing
- i want to get away from some ppl
- pls absent yourself, ur sarcastic-ness super sucks!
cried, the moment i miss you..
and when u say me without any reason?
and please help each other in a section..
there's no one other than ur section mates who can help you!
hmmmm.....
and and and....
finding another welfare is difficult as i dunno them!
hahah!
was pissed and sad ytd..
don feel like talking..
i hate to see 2 "hims"..
just so irritated seeing them...
and yet, i have to serve him...
-____________-
wad the hell....
oh my goodness.....





~kuku gerl~

心理游戏‏的答案

> > * **D. 牧羊犬**
> > > > 忠心，目的性比较强**
> > > > 牧**?犬对主人百分百忠心，为了完成工作不惜付出一切，这类型的人非常遵守规章制度，对于朋友拜托的事都会如期完成，人缘很不错，有教养又懂礼貌的你不喜欢出*> > *> > > > 风头，只要做好职责范围之内的事就尽情沉醉在自我的兴趣中咯，闲暇时候的你那副悠闲自得的模样，很是令人羡慕。**
> > > > 【如何排除人际烦恼】**
> > > > 因为个性随和的缘故，所以你跟任何人都能和平相处，对人缺乏防备可以说是你的最大缺点，也是你烦恼的根源，心太诚太善的话，很容易被人利用，你必须提高警惕，才不至于让吃亏上当。> > **
> > > > 【对异性的态度】**
> > > > 你非常享受谈恋爱的感觉，对于不入眼的异性相当冷漠，一般来说，你很少为爱受折磨，就算有喜欢的对象也不敢主动告白，不过一旦爱起来将是那么热情难挡。**
> > > > 【职业预测】**
> > > > 你的好耐心是大优点哦，适合当医生、会计师、电脑工程师等。**






quite true oh......hmmm
had my cousin's wedding dinner ytd...
the 1st guy among cousins to get married...
hahaha.....hmmm...
was quite grand...held at fullerton's hotel..
hmmmm.....
was entertaining throughout =) hhaha!!!
and the dishes just make me feel bloated! XD
waahahah! was delicioussssssss...............
mama got drunk....cried...
all because of daddy....
haix...
tell him sth ...yet the reply from JD was..
you better don go and find otherwise
you'll get it from me...
wads the meaning of being single and attached ?
WTH...
hmmmm..told him i wont be free whole day....
LOL....
hope it was a everlasting love and marriage, ah sean kor kor =)





~kuku gerl~

this world has change!

when i was young, my perception:
friends is the best..
however.. now, perception has change..
no longer friends no.1
friends ask for help when they're in need..
sometimes they don seek understandings from you..
i dont know....
so many years of friendship between us....
how much does it cost ?
or it doesnt worth any?
hmmm..
we seldom meet up....but do u guys
bother to organise any outing? [including myself]
friends are hard to come by [quoted from mdm babara tang et. al]
maintain tat...however, no one seems to care...
all the promised made in the past seems to be forgetten...
haix...
never ever regard friends as if they're ur besties...
friends are still friends..they do things up to a certain stage...
not to e fullest..
e person who help u to e max is probably ur fam or ur future fam..
years of friendship..went through numerous obstacles..
joy and happiness...........disappeared!
SHUT UP, YVONNE..
YOU JOLLY WELL ACCEPT THE FACT!

hmmm.....ytd i went for orchestra prac!
its so miracle!
hahaha...........
and its so surprised to see me online
this few days =p haha..
cuz my dear not ard =(
ONLINE = WASTING OF TIME
haahaha!!!!!
now ppl might be having their sectionals in nyp...
HORN?!?!? slackin at home!
NO PPL HOW TO SECTIONAL????
when e other section mate is so crazy...
haix...condutor so sarcastic........
zzz.....band is so sian nowadays...
luckily there's still a few ppl ard =)
hahahah!!!
get back to work stop blogging!




~kuku gerl miss you~

1st day of NS

wad ever that happen ytd, is a history...
hmmmm...
i miss you badly... =(
waiting for ur calls/message every now and den...
thanks for e bear u gave...
no you, got bear... =)
wondering how is ur life over there....
is it very tough? =(
8 more days to book out...
but u got things on..
haix.....
wad am i to you =(
haix..........





~kuku gerl's life is screwed~

why emo, ppl?

hmmm...why is everyone emo-ing?
hahaha......ya...guess i'm one?
nope..i'm definitely not! hahaha.....
why do gerls like to be a denier ???
hmmm.....that proofs to others that they're strong ! =D
hmmmm....haix....
army only marh...train em to be stronger!
haha....so i should be glad!
hmmmm... god bless him....
hmmm...just came back from running..........
woke up at 4....maybe its too cold...
no warmth from him...oh well...
hmmm...
have you ever seen a girlfriend who is
so blurr and useless???
come over my hse n u'll get to see......
he'll be goin in at 1300hrs..
hmmm..and book out only in 2weeks time...................
looking forward =))
hmmm......nowadays band is like ######
hahah....aku tat comments!
haix...rushing down to band is like...
oh my god? or wad the hell ??
hahahaha.....ops..
shall go psycho my yr 1s!
haven yet to call em..only msg em.. -____-
hmmmm....okie shall go prepare my stuff.....gg to weekeng's
hse soon........to make sandwiches! LOL!
hahahah.......................


~take care my dear, i miss you~





~kuku gerl miss him~

a summary of my exciting life =D

HI PPL! MY BLOG HAS REVIVED! =DDD
PLEASE CONT TO PATRONIZE! =DD

so sorry for not blogging eh! hahah....
LOL...
has been quite busy recently... =)
after attachment got F1 first aider helper....
hahh....know lots of ppl =))
nice to meet you guys ! =))
den here comes my redang =))
with my dearest =))
lalahx........its a damn long journey !
9hrs +++ and 1 hrs boat journey ??
sounds weird......hahhaha..........
e trip was fun =))
though.....snorkling was quite scary...and the fishes....
hahahah.....and my dear actually wants me to learn
swimming over there?!?!?!?
ZZZZZ........
reached s'pore.....went to help out
for RP first aid.....den went to band....
den dunno go where.......hahahahah
have been meeting my dear for e past few days....
but..i still miss him =(
haix.....he's gg into army on wed ... 1pm....
i'm sad......miss him =(
haix.....dunno he can take army life not =(
haha....i know he surely can take it!=D
he's so fit! =D
lalahx...... =)
wed: send my dear off to tekong
thurs: eat sushi w frens =)
fri: band???
sat ??????
no dear = no exciting lifeeeeeee
haix...............hmmmm
oh welll....just stay at home and do my stuff =)
at e same time, oso can save money! =D
just made a new specs today =))
mmmmm...rmb to look out for handphone pouch
and slippers! =DDD






~kuku gerl loves and miss you~

CARE..

so what if there's no one who cares for you ?
you care for your own !
what's wrong with caring for ownself? NO WRONG!
hmmmmm.......
living in this world is to be independent...
why depends on others ?
can they help u solve ur problem ?
can they take over your place?
does they know how you feel?
even if they say they do, they really do ?
even if you really need help..they may not be there too..
so....in the end who cares for you ?
haha..it's your ownself.......


~kuku gerl~

opinions please.....

如果一个人只相信自，那又何必争取别人的意见？
~if someone only trust in themselves, what's the point of asking others for opinion?~
dont you think so....?
hmmmm......
people, give me ur opinion.................

pancake with loveee =)

face is full of pimples...

so stressss.....

sickening..

went to meet jiangda just now at cck...

he pass me the pancake that he make...

not bad lah....edible....quite tasty...
same as mac's hotcake..lol...

hmmmmm

YVONNE IS NEITHER A KID NOR UR STUDENT =(

haix.............

so terrible.....stop all those quarrelings le can.......

i am so so so so so so tired..........

seriously............

HEART SHAPE PANCAKE BY HIM~ =)
SELF PUT TEXT =)) me ! with e lovely pancaakeeee........haha like those big boss huh~~~~ :D

so engross in playing tt itouch....hahah！　　　　　　　　　　　　　ＮＩＣＥ　ＳＭＩＬＥ　！:D
RANDOM SHOT =)

SMILE !!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD

~kuku gerl is super tired...~

yvonne frying egg =P

hahah.....went to fry an egg right after i blog

finish just now =P

hehehhehe.....

yum yum :))))

so delicious :)))

NEW FRYING PAN ! :D hahahaha.....it's so easy to fry !

NON-STICK PAN SEHHHH !!! :D

seeeeee...doesnt it looks delicious :P haah.....though it has been bitten :P uhmmm !!! :D haaha.....wowwww...hahahaha
OH MY GOD !!!! that's delicious !!!! :DDD

~kuku gerl learns is a cook ! :D~

questions to be answered ! :D

CASE SCENARIO:

recently, there's a new couple found in singapore.
they're lovely......both are adorable =P
hahaha........however.....
when she's sick not feeling well, the one who care e most
is alwaes her surrounding friends.....
and when ever there's sth happen to him,
the one who knows it first is alwaes his friends....
she doesnt even know wad happen.....

QUESTION: can you spot what's the problem in this new couple ?


hungry hungry hungry......
whole day at home....
nobody buying food for meee.....
avtually i'm not hungry la....
just that hen i'm stress....
i'll eat......binge eat =S
WAD AM I DOING NOW ??? :)
~ listening to national day song: stars and crescent~
wahahahaha !!!!!!!
just vacuum and mop the floor....
cant stand the dirtiness in my house -____-
hasn't been mop and vacuum for months ???
hahahah !!!!!!!
suitable for a pig ehhhh =) like meee....
hahaha.......
gg to cont study my management after blogging....
hahahah....
next month, my cousin is gg to marry his gerl le ! :D
finally......hahaha.....
he nvr tell us....nvr tell anyone...
its my dad who told me...
hahahaha....
and in oct, another cousin is gg to marry too !
hahah.....after years, this chance finally come...
hahhaha.....
i've yet to attend a wedding dinner since....sec 1 ?
hahah....last one was actually jayden's mum ;)
lalahx...........
today is nurse's day....
so, happy nurses day to every nurse in singapore ! :D
no...is, be it SIN or where :))
hahaahah.......tml is amanda's and asyiqin's birthday....
happy birthday gerls :))


LAST QNS: how do you react to a friend of yours who is
....such a hypocrite....

entertain self during study :))

OHAIYOGOZAIMAZ ! :D
yeah....don need ask weekeng to upload for me liao !:D
hahah...........nvr sleep well recently larh...
oh my gosh..
i keep waking up in the middle of the night....
eyes start to itch every nite...
sian !
ITS FRIDAY ! :D
wahahhah..........
also means exam are comin
in 20 days time !
and in 27 days time, its gg to end ! :D
hahaha.....
mon got the interview from mr chan chee beng...
hahahhah..................today is the most impt day for all nurses ! :D
HAPPY NURSE'S DAY !
thinking back....last yr at this time...
i was at gynaecology ward ???
with nini ! :D
waahaha !!!!　:D
and now........i'm stuck at home with my books...
or rather BOOBS？？？？
hahah....just joking !
hahahah...
i'm tired tired....
simply need a rest...
eeeewwww.....i cant go tioman !
haix......SAD SAD SAD !!!!!
AND I HATE ADULT NURSING 5 !
arghhh....
side track abit...
if u wanna COPY sth from ur frens...
be SINCERE !
don act as if u are e boss !
and u have all rights to copy !
damn you.....irritating.....
think abt ur own character !
who will wan to lend u if u yourself don even
wanna strive hard ?????
IRRITATING !

friends ..... wad are friends for ?
to crap ? a ladder for you to climb on ?
a scape boat ?
for u to despise and to compare ?
and make a contrast ?
a sand bag ?????
wad is it for ?????
will they sabo you ? tell me please.......
if u have a best fren, it will be a very rare species..........
so treasure them and torture them !
wahahah !!!!!!!!!!
guess....i have a few good friends....
hahaha.......
they know who they are...
lol...........
but wil it last ?
i don't know...
welllllll......hmmmmmm....
go do my things le....bye !

playing position 1 : take one~

playing position 2: take two~ [play games also can frown...wahahah !!!]
playing position 3: take three~ HAHAHA !!!

know who and y am i angry !??! you should know y...

am not being petty......if any guys said that, i'm sure

gerls will be angry [any gerls].....

zhijie give de.......MADE FROM HOLLAND~ lol...wahahah.... from kesha...so sweer :)) she still wrap it up for me~~ :D

OPENED UP......it' s a windmill necklace! :D thanks gerl ^^

ain't mt drawing nice ? compared to e next one :P

booooooooooooo ! :D heheheheeheh money money money....wahaha !

WEEKENG :) ITS TIME TO CHANGE :)

YVONNE :)

~kuku gerl knows nth...be it studies or u~

ＷＭC results !

MY COM JUT CANT UPLOAD PHOTO !
sickening...hahahah....
results gg to be out soon !
and i'm so nervous!!!!
ahahahah........................
oh ya...
THANKS WEEKENG !
FOR UPLOADING.............HAHAHAHA....
i'm tired ! for anything....
perhaps.....it's time for a kit kat ! :D
THEY GOT 83.67 !!!!!
ITS THE RESULTS ! :D
no time to blog le......bye！
http://results.wmc.nl/cwhafa.php#H1 --> RESULTS.....


~kuku gerl~

weekeng is here to publish the pictures for you! say thank you please.

hey hey !! haha....
fully usage ...lol...haha
went to woodlands mac to study cuz lib no spaceee !!!
lalahx.....BUT, they drove me out when it reaches
6 plus............hahah...cuz its dinner time !
so went to lib to search for places to sit ...LOL...
took some pics...was really bored while
studying -___- hahahah

i'm like real bored when i realise RAINBOWWWWW :D

and the rays shine thru the glass panalllll .......

saw the rainbow ??? :))

bossy jayen !hahahahah.......
and...random photos.....see..they're so caring.... :))

and xiao qiang, the strings conductor name ! FUNNY ! HAHAH.... me raudhah.......during band :))
ME SLACKING !!! heee....

photo w/o my face ! SAD ~
will you ???? haix...
gg to be my catch phrase sooner or ltr...hahaha...

this was the 1st thing he said to me early in the morning...hahah...SMILE ! "D