hello boys and gerls ! :D

thanks people :))
anyways..my last year's wish nvr come true :((
kinda sad..and it's the only wish that i've wished for :((
but now..haix..though i still have e similar wish this yr :((
this yr...not a great day.....how i wish i nvr exist in this world..
so many things happen..and i know ppl ard me
doesn't have the time to hear..
frankly speaking..i..if i have a choice of my own life,
i would rather be a quiet person..
who doesn't have friends at all..
so all those nonsense stuff wont come and find me...
no matter how great at acting you are, I'M PRETTY SURE YOU WONT SUCCEED !
actually u don need to ask..i'm sure u know wads my ans..
it's really great to have ppl to love you..though at times
they might be irritating..
yup..from now onwards i shall not be e one loving, appreciating them..
HAHA.....i'm e evil gerl from noe on :))
so much things happen...i shall not say it..
time to do my stuff !
now is...haha...1233AM !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST YVONNE :D
ppl don love you, but i do ! :D
muarckks ! :))

yesterday yesterday yesterday :((

hmmmm....YESTERDAY !
HAHA...lols...heh heh :))
had sectional with ms ong....haaahaa....
though only 5 person turn up for sectional... :))
HAHA !!! it was killing meeee !!!!!
i nvr play those skills before !
-______-
dare not touch those skills...as it seems to be diffi =p
HEH HEH,.....heehee.....
quite funny yesterday ^^
HAHA !!!.... i keep finding fault with someone.....................
HAHA..........feels terrible scolding....but...
BLEAHS !!!!! :)) WAD EVER ! :DD
you wann do anything i don care liao... :(( *can i ?*
wad i seems to give up doesn't seems to come my way...
hmmmm...yesterday i tot can...hmmm...
but was dragged by................................ :(
after sectional........was shock about wad has neh told me !
HAHA !!!!!! is it so obvious ?!?! DON CARE ! :))
cuz some ppl just don worth it !
later should be fun :))
going with the band members to watch NUS concert...
HAHA.....going out with jolene after that... :))




~believe in yourself :)) i believe in you TOTALLY :))~

....

gua nian zhe ni...




~kuku gerl~

again the same place...

whole after was at home....online till 4 plus ??
HAHA ! after that went to wee keng's house for our mini session !
HAHA !!!! had pot luck-ing..heehee
the food was nice ! :D HAAHHA
but sad to say....i have to leave early when they were
having their desert :(
went to meet jolene and timothy....HAHA !
they were at the starbucks there...zzz....
haha ! both cannot drink so much caffeine but still go there -______-
HAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
chit chat alot...SO DUPER FUNNY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEH HEH !!!! :D :D :D
chat until..........1130 ??
ya...approx...hmmmm...
happy cum sad la....
haix.....the lane i walk...where we use to be...
the face the everything that belongs to you keep flashing in my mind...
everything you've said.......
haix....anyway....school starting soon....
haha...tml gg school to buy books.....hee...
yansheng : don worry ! nothing will happen de ! :))




~kuku gerl loves to have memories!~

sensitivity.....

sometimes i really wonder....
am i too sensitive about things ??
though sometimes some people are so....disgusting ? irritating ?
but....this is only how i feel.....
i don like them ...ya its a fact...
but do they feel the same ?
or they feel other wise ?
or they're just putting a fake front at e site of my appearance ?
last time we're not like this....
we tends to joke with each other....
but few months ago...sth happened...
AM I JUST TOO SENSITIVE ABOUT MY SURROUNDING ??
why does she still contact me ??
doesn't she feels the same as i do ??




~anyway just let nature takes its course !~

.....

yesterday got one fren ask me...
did u ever think about wad to do after u've died ?
yes i did think about that kind of stuff before..
but...ever since dont know when, i've stop thinkin abt it alr..
but now..things just keep flashing on my mind..
i'm a person who dont know how to handle stress..
and whenever there's things that concern abt me..
i will push all e blame to myself..
i'm such a ! HAIX
OH MY GOD....
starting to have negative thoughts in mind..
HAIX.. oh dear......




~who's there to help me~

wad a irritating gerl i m !

TODAY IS SUCH A DEMORALISING DAY
HAIX
and i really regretting buying that water baby !
HATE MYSELF !
i'm super damn sucky !
wad an idiotic girl !
SIMPLY CANT STAND MYSELF ALREADY !



~SIAN !~

LALA

haha....write this entry esp for AMY LIM...
waahhaha !!! keep urging me to write... :(
hahah...waahhh....today early in the morning kana
lecture by tidus for flying him kite..... SAD...
haha......but luckily i nvr go for e camp huh....
it's not fun at all.... ! haha...some more he still fall sick sia...
wahahah...take care ~~ :D
~as promised, will go out one day de la~~ HAHA !
hmmm...ytd was edward's birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWARD ! hmmmm..
e cake toppled over...haha ! jelly all spilled :P
PAI SEH ! :DD
heeheee...i dunno how to take cake de...HAHA !
after band...went home with sarah fahmi jiexin kesha...
hmmmm...wan qing went to other cabin :((
hmmm...ytd's topic was so weird !
haha ! debating about some stuff.....heh heh....
so funny la~~ zzz :))
tml finally going to sumsung shop to service my dearest phone !
WAHAHAHA !!!!!! :D

my baby balls are simply so cute ! and e origami that
i've just learnt ! :D HEEHEE...
hopw she'll like it ^^

AMY AMY AMY AMY AMY AMY AMY AMY !!!!! HHAHAHA !!!
BOO ~~~~ KAJIAO-ED :P





~kuku gerl gained confidence upon looking at you~

wish me luck ! haha

wanted to post ytd...but hanggggg.....HAHA !

SATURDAY

went for band comm meeting this afternoon....
i meet kesha for the meeting...
and surprisingly...i was early ! wahaha...
no la...is on time..not early =P HEH HEH !
was so bored during the meeting....
haha !
today's combine....initially i tot i cant face him..
but i managed to...overcome it...
HAHA !
sometimes i really wish to concern abt my frens....
but i scared they say me nosey...am i too sensitive ??
today...saw my sect like that...
suddenly feel very upset :(
why my sect from very cheerful to become like stranger ?
haix...they use to play joke tgt...but how come today..... :((
i miss their laughter...i don wish to disappear..
haix...wanted to ask what went wrong..but..
i don dare to...haix..
i saw sth which i don suppose to see it before band..
hmmm....i'm so speechless upon seeing them...hmm...
HECK CARE....haha.. :D
there's 1 thing which i find it so hilarious ..
haha..shall not mention about it...HAHA

hope the outing that i've organise will be successful...
seriously...as its my first time organising things...
and is for a huge group....


side track a bit...haha...
next time if i got prob, the 1st person confirm is uuuu.... !
wahahaha !!!! :P
the one who always scare me..say me..
but nvr failed to console me :))
haha.....everytime say until i speechless de....lols....
though we're not that close...but he's really a great fren....
THANKS ! soon chye.... HAHA !




~kuku gerl is being challenged ! HAHA !~

in suspense...

i was also once a small girl....
all i need is e care and concern from people...
hhaaaa.....but now... i'm a grown up....
grown up doesn't means that i don need people to care okie....
haha !!! LOLS ! siao.... heh heh :D
haha....this few days....was thinking much....
whether to continue or not to....
but ...if i don now...den e effort will be down to dustbin...
but its sth that i don't really like it...how to con't ?
that's not the main thing that i wanna learn..
wad should i do ?
yes ? --> disappoint you..
no ? --> i'm suffering..
haix.....siannnnn....
JIU YUE CHU SAN ! :D
AH MA ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!! :))
heehee...we went to eat zhu chao eh.....haha....
at sembawang ulu place..........HAHA ! :D
but didn't eat much...cuz i alr had my dinner !!
dinner at singapore flyer...zzz...
haha......cuz doing some volunteer work for children's day....
hmmmm....haha...know lots of nyp pal ppl...
haha.....too many volunteers liao la...'zzz...
in e end....like nothing to do de....
so we slack lorr...haha....
went to take balloonss......play....walk ard...chat...pop corn !
haha.....those guys are so super gentlemen !
never see this type of guys...
all my guys friend is like.....childish ??
HAHA !! SOME only...haha...
this few days keep going city hall area.....sian..
den tml still going...hmmmm....
haha...enough guys ! HAHA !
yvonne is going to sleep !
nights people ! :D
*i can see my dream is coming nearer and nearer to me !*


AH MA HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
SELAMAT HARI RAYA !
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY !


~kuku gerl in suspence....~