Saturday, May 31, 2008

fat gerl...

such a tired day today......
someone keep saying i'm fat ! non-halal :(
SAD can.....arghhhh....
anyway...fat lo... go running lo..
correct wei zhen ? -_-
haha !!! =D
next time don go eat with him liao -_-
keep saying me fat...........zzz......
and they eat so fast !!!!
hhahaha.....i've change to a trumpeter alr !!!! =P
lols......haha.....cuz i keep hanging out with themm.....wahahah !!! =D
only today den i realise sabina's meet is teriyaki meet sia...
so tender huh, sab =P wahaha !!! =D
her eyes is really damn small when she smile lah ! =D
wahahah...so cute =) everytime kana teased ! wahaha =D
had sectional with allan and aidil today....hong ghee conduct...
hahx....only 3 ppl... =(
hmmmm.....but luckily allan got come =)
cuz i'm having e same part as him =)
he teach me alot =) lalah~~ =)
many things had happen just within this few days......
were like quite close...and ya....i dunno how to say...
does age really matters ???? i'm thinking....
haha..... =) anyway...ya...
that's for today =) have to mug for my research & bio alr =)
take care ppl =)





~ kuku gerl is fat ~

Friday, May 30, 2008

IF only...........

如果的事


我想过一件事不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持爱情的意思
像风没有理由轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁没有所谓的对与错
不管时间说着我们在一起有多坎坷
我不敢去证实爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你


~kuku gerl wanns IF....~
~there's lots of IF i wanna do..~

all thanks to stats !

hey hey !! i'm back again !hahah.... =)
i pass my clinical lab eh ! all thanks to the lecturer =D
heehee....thanks cher !!! LOVE EUU!!! =D
if not for euu...i guess i will need to retake liao =x
haha.....anyway....i guess its just coincidence bah =)
haha...i oso pass my statistic too ! =D
but...i can get better marks if only i never lost my stupid data !!!
so suck ehhhhhh...........feeling low yesterday....
haha......luckily i lend e calculator from wei zhen [eugene]
wahahah =D manual calculation ! =D
lalahx~
and today was actually my presentation for social psychology de...
den ms penny tok nvr come to class....
cant find her anywhere...zzz....
we come to school early in e morning lah....
even muni oso reach early...den ms penny nvr come =(
miki fly off today liao...doesn't have time to send her =(
cuz i have to reach school today at 730 :(
and next thurs is marcus leaving le...!! haix....
haha.....hmmmmm.....intend to ask jolene to acompany me go send him....
haha.... * AS A SENIOR CUM FREN *
hmmmmmm...nothing much happen...
so shall i end here ??? =D
but before tat......i shall upload some photosssss..... =D




must do properly arh ! =x kiss ur hand & sae gd bye ! =P



study till crazy ! =P




BOO ! =x




wad are we posing ?!?!? haha!!! =D



so tooooooodddd =x



oh my god ! i look so bitchy ! =X

with braces or w/o nicer !?!?! =P

=D

wearing jiaming's specs ! so toody !! =x

wicked suits e specs better than me !! =D wahaha =D *TOOT*

okie...no more to upload liao =P

heehee... =D okie ! going to study liao !! =)

bye my dear frens ! =)

~Kuku gerl loves kuku gerl =D~

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

thoughts thoughts thoughts..

sometimes i was thinking...
do i mean anything to you ?? or at least something ???
at least a friend ??? or i mean nothing compared to her ???
am i really tat bad compared to her ??
i'm starting to feel inferior about myself and losing alot of confidence....
when will this kind of feelings be gone ???? :(
am i actually a substitute inside you ???
can you don be so selfish ???
you have got feelings...so do other people....
you are not e only one who's feeling hurt...
i'm hurt too....deeply hurt inside me...
i feel as if i m a junk to you...if u wan u take, if u don wan u throw...
people ask me to drop it....but i just dun wann...
because i've been pinning much hopes on this..."relationship" ???
i've put in lots of effort to be closer to you.....
but sometimes you just ignore me...and i just...haix...
when other people say me with who & who....
i denied ! and i hate this kind of things...
because i dun wann to have any misunderstanding between us...
though it will nvr happen because i m just a substitute...
but now...i m trying my very best to overcome this problem....
and i m actually trying to avoid it....there's much more better guys out dere !
*as what euu told me last time*
i'm just so disappointed...really didn't expect this to happen...
thoughts all over in my mind ................
i wannt to get over it !!!!!!
haha....






~kuku gerl is sad...*once again*~

Sunday, May 25, 2008

happy birthday grace & lewis !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE !!!! =D

happy birthday to euu
happy birthday to euu
happy birthday to grace tan...
happy birthday to euu !!! =D

* sorry for not going for ur party wor =( *
as i'm really very tired =(
slept at ard 4 on fri and wake up at 715 =(
i'm sorry gerl =(


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEWIS TOO !! =D
sorry for not gg too eh..... =(
but we stay quite near lah.....can meet up de !! =D
lalahx~~

nothing much to say leh....study study study....
SIAN !
next week gonna be a stress week !

monday : preparation for e following days...
tuesday : medical sociology draft [ articles ! ]
wednesday : lab theory and competency test ... [shit]
thursday : statistic test
friday : health psycho presentation ! =[


JIA YOU KUKU GERL ! =D



~its not ur fault either..~

Saturday, May 24, 2008

campssss.......... !!!!

OVERALL MOOD : NOT BAD =D


haha...today is saturday ! =D wahaha... *siao* =x
hmmmmm..on friday..i took quite a few pics with my classmates =D
it's been a long time eversince i last took with them :) though i nvr take with all of them... :(
and after school..i went for band camp.. e band was lectured by hong ghee again...
though we do know that he scold us is for e sake of e band, however sometimes..we still
can't take it...so we did show him some faces.. that's humans' nature..haha.. =P
lalahx..we ended e combine ard 840pm..den we proceed to block E to put our belongings
and to prepare to play games.....wahaha !!! that nite was fun ! =D my group, yellow...and our group leader is benny yap min cher and jason tan lai hock !! =D both funny chaps =D
wahaha..and our group name is tweety bird ! wahaha....andrew drews well ! =D
he can be an artist already lah... :D on friday night we were
running like siao lah ! wahaha...
den i drag sabina run..she drag me run..den eugene drag us run too..hah !!! =)
ssssoooooooo ffffuuuunnn !!!!! jason was definitely a great leader .... benny too =)
our grp keep starting to bomb other group's too..haha !!! =D
i was so surprise marcus came for e camp and stay =) *smiling* ^.^
tat nite we were all sweating like hell lah ! haha....but FUN !!! =D at around 2 plus...me audrey allan went to stadium to sit and chat...we chatted lots of personal stuffs...feel much more better... :)
thanks audrey :) I LOVES MY HORN SENIORS ! =D
but they will be on attachment on next sem ! =(
tat nite we slept ard...4am !!! and i wake up at 715 like tt....zzz...haha...
some ppl wake up earlier than me lah..haha...sot sot one =)
e next day we got lots of free time lah...actually is for prep for talentine =P
hee....but...not many ppl were discussing..so become our free time =P
heehee....we play war games ard 330pm..it was damn fun ! =D
WHOLE BODY WET !! =( haha....went to bath after that :)
after tat went to eat dinner den talentine...haha....alvin is e joker for e dae ! =D
wahaha =D our group was in e second place ! and we won ferrero and mars choz ! =D
ahaha =D and marcus group , which is orange, won e competion !!!!! =D hmmmm...
haha =)
kuku girl.. shall now upload some photos... =)
its all with my classmates only not band =(
hmmmm.... photos again....hahx =)





















me and grace :)















me and eunice :)















amanda wee keng grace and me =)
















bavani munirah me =D















me thiri 2 and diviya =)

now shall be some random pics taken by our photographer , GRACE TAN ~! =D




cass and grace =) *wad they doing ?!? *



??!?!? whose ??? haha...

florance !!! caught ur grp in action ! wahaha =)

finally !! =D wahaha....random pics.. =P


ahhhhh.... =P twist ! =D








~kuku gerl is confuse~

Thursday, May 22, 2008

* photosss for e day *

PHOTOSSSSS .......... =D
hahahaha......we're just as bored =x

kengg & grace =)
me & keng otw back home !
HOME SWEET HOME * GRINS*
BOO =P
~just so bored after meeting =x~
my twins... NO - ENVY [ yvonnes ] =D
went to cafe cartel @ BPP to celebrate my
*TWINS* bdae.... haha =D
abit bored after discussion today =x
so bored at home =x
haha :)
*TWIST*

sian..stressed..saddened with life =x

it's my first entry for this blog !!! wahaha...

it's also my first time using blog tooooo....abit kuku huh~ :)

hmmmmm...many things had happen recently...

there're just so many things to sae.....

dunno where to start leh.... haha...

so many presentations to do....so many tests....

dunno wad i doing liao...all mixed up !! =0



today i got no school actually..haha..cuz its SHS DAY ! =D

but many of us still went back to school either to do projects or lab =x

so sian...so stress...so saddened with life...

i've been so useless in my group............ =(

haha...anyway...............

tomorrow is e band camp...i think lots of people not staying...

should i stay ???? will dere be lots of fun ????

haha...gonna take photos man..... =D

haven tell my mama i going for camp leh.....die..... =x

hahah.....why is there no one at home now ??? no one accompany me =(

hahaha.....today i finally decide to do something.....

which gonna have a very big impact in my life.....but...no choice...

have to do it...if not i think i will be SADDENED !!! =(


so...ya....JUST FACE IT ! [ copyright ] ;)

Be Brave !

Self Conscious !

Self Awareness !

Jia You !


wanted to upload some pictures de.....but dunno how to do it =(
kuku yvonne !!!! =x




~kuku gerl wanna wait~