thoughts thoughts thoughts..

sometimes i was thinking...
do i mean anything to you ?? or at least something ???
at least a friend ??? or i mean nothing compared to her ???
am i really tat bad compared to her ??
i'm starting to feel inferior about myself and losing alot of confidence....
when will this kind of feelings be gone ???? :(
am i actually a substitute inside you ???
can you don be so selfish ???
you have got feelings...so do other people....
you are not e only one who's feeling hurt...
i'm hurt too....deeply hurt inside me...
i feel as if i m a junk to you...if u wan u take, if u don wan u throw...
people ask me to drop it....but i just dun wann...
because i've been pinning much hopes on this..."relationship" ???
i've put in lots of effort to be closer to you.....
but sometimes you just ignore me...and i just...haix...
when other people say me with who & who....
i denied ! and i hate this kind of things...
because i dun wann to have any misunderstanding between us...
though it will nvr happen because i m just a substitute...
but now...i m trying my very best to overcome this problem....
and i m actually trying to avoid it....there's much more better guys out dere !
*as what euu told me last time*
i'm just so disappointed...really didn't expect this to happen...
thoughts all over in my mind ................
i wannt to get over it !!!!!!
haha....






~kuku gerl is sad...*once again*~