ANNOYED !

u may have change ur look....
lookin innocent and all sorts of rubbish....
but e inner part of u and e impression of u will not change !
u might be saying wad rights do i have to reprimand or judge you..
but i have the rights to explicit my own feelings !
haix... seriously...i've nvr met someone like you before...
thanks for creating that excitement in my life huh -____-
you're such a faker...appears to be sad....(only when mentioned)
but apparently u seems to be enjoying.....

i'm starting to lost all the faith in me already..
i'm starting to be impatience tooo~~
how......i shan't let my emotions control meeeee......
haha....so sian.....almost all yr 3s are having their attachment....
ytd when we played those 2 pieces....
lots of memories began to appear....
and the person beside me wasnt him... :(



~kuku gerl must be patience~ :))

clutching of my past..

wad for care about how those ppl around you think abt u ?
it will only make ur life miserable.
don't you think so ?
whether you're lonely or alone, e world still revolves ard you.
wad ever you do, life still goes on.
even if ur frens aren't beside you.
or they betray you.
i rmb once abt wad i told my fren.
and i quarrelled over that..
"no matter where you go, u will still need frens"
now i'm trying to find evidence to proof wad i've said is correct.
ridiculous rite ? HAHA !
laugh at me ppl ! cant wait to see ur evil laughter.
sometimes we may also depend on acquintance too.
that's wad i think.
wad for we treasure our frens so much.
in the end we'll go different way.
there's no true frens in my life..
when i saw those ppl who're making use of their frens,
i will actually step out and give them a dress down.
frens are there to help u and not for u to make use of !
ya i may not be a good fren either.
but at least i'm doing sth not against my conscience.
my conscience is clear.
living without worries but troubles :((
haix..
i've got so many sad flashback yesterday night after dining with
those who went for obog..
too many things happen right at that place..
and you simply cant help but keep thinkin inside me..
those spot that we're standing is reminiscent of that time when...
haix.. :((
those memories will engraved in me...




~forget about it..i don give a damn~
~that's the end..if u wan, den u carry on~

drain-ed day..

yesterday was definitely a great day for me ! ^^
haha...went to sembawang beach park early in
the morning with those primary school kids.. :D
though they were misbehaving...
however...they were really adorable at times..
they were quite spoilt by their parents ...
some were so unpolished..
especially those pri 6 and 3...
young and old wants..zzz...
overall the beach cleaning was fun..
those kids pick up all kinds of stuff la~~ ^^
they even pick up things like starfish, dead crabs..
all kinds of branches... :))
haha...and as for me...
haha...go there enjoy only =P
feeling the breeze...picking up nice seashells...
though there were none...HAHA !! :D
after that went for obog....hmmmm...
initially was hesitating whether to go for obog or sectional de..
hmmmm...but aidil also never book room...
hmmm...#$@~@#@!....hahaha...
phone spoil...don't know marcus tell me already...
den at 12 sth...i still so kuku..go msg him i cant go ! -_____-
paiseh sia ! haha !!! :))
went obog...was feeling so run - down...
haix.....but still..manage to survived through...
haahaa...after that went to maken with
hasniza, xinhong, gavilan, shamin, karin and kheeyang aka LKY = lee kuan yew
hhahaha !!! freaking funny yesterday la~~
the has neh keep teasing people la~~ :D
hahahahaha !!!!! was zestful ! :D
den went home tgt with karin and khee yang...
a big light bulb !! HAHA !!!!!!!!! =D
feeling so unwell again..haiz !
guess its because of the sun bahx... :((
shall go sleep after blogging...............
hmmmmm.....




~kuku gerl miss you~

sick

today whole day at home..
talkin doing craps..
haha...
eat sleep eat eat..
like a pig sia !
hahaa.....
whole day at home oso can fall sick =(
luckily my attachment is over...
hmmmm....next monday going to watch movieee !!!
haha.....hope wont last minute fly me kite....
haha....hmmmm...suddenly no voice oso sia...
flu...no voice...cough... = SIAN !
XIN KU :(
tml still got that geo council meeting...haix...
i cant attend sat's sectional =( !!
sad...haix...


~take care of kuku gerl~

THANKS !

haha ! I FOUND OUT SOMETHING NEW ~!
thanks to you ! :D
and i'm noo longer confuse !
because YOU enlighten me ! :D

sad to say..

i'm so free.....
haha...find that i don have any initiative...
haahaa..until someone ask me to do so...
haha...few days back....i just find so irritated by something...
and i...quarreled with... :(
i'm sorry...
~sorry~
and one monday....had sectional....
and went to eat with marcus allan and audrey....
kinda will miss these days... :(
and they mention abt vienna....and months later
when they were abt to leave..as in graduate....
i don want... :( i miss them :(
but....everyone will have to leave someday....
will it be e same for couples ?

i really wanted to talk to you...
but whenever i see you..i just kept numb..
my mouth seems to have things inside...
just couldn't open up...
as if it's being sewed up...
dare not look up to you..
only can glance..or peep ?
but...i'll be contented already even if we never talk...
because...i don't know why....
and....take care...


~kuku gerl says kuku gerl~

OUTCAST

helo... ?!??! HAH !!

last day of my whole attachment !!! :D
last day already i still late lah~~
and i lost my 10 bucks....... :(( 10 BUCKS EHHH !!!!
my one day de pay :((
den lost my clip...lost lost lost..
haix....not my day today.... :(
quite alot of things happen during this attachment....
hmmmm....unhappy stuff....
SHOULD SAY OUT EVERYTHING JUST NOW !
and ash actually say ivan is CHARMING !!!!!
wahahaha !!!!! :D
hmmmm...after that went to school to play badminton....
went to find guru and malik :))
saw han.....haha....hmmm.....
nothing much actually.... :))
end of day.....
THE END~
LOLX !!!!!!! :D




~kuku gerl kuku gerl~ :D

one fine day..

HOPE TODAY WILL BE A FINE DAY FOR ME !
cheer up~ yvonne :))
yesterday is totally not my day !
low self esteem, moodless, sad...
until i go message tim :(( DOTS ME...
haha...hmmmm..
3rd last day of attachment...haha !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :))
~WILL YOU BE ABLE TO SEE IT~
~WILL YOU TREASURE ?~
only god knows...




~kuku gerl dare not do~

hilarious afternoon :))

YESTERDAY WAS AN EMO-ED DAY FOR MEE !!!!
haha.....because i was sicked and tired of
fighting for things to do....
i find that CI and staff nurses should be fair...
is it better to be fair ? everyone will have a fair chance....
EQUITY !!!!
didn't smile for the whole day nor talk...
almost drop my tear for that ah gong...
ya...that was how my day went for the whole yesterday....
haahaa...whereas for today is slightly better off...
haha...cuz i take things more lightly now...haha....
simply joking around...haha...
gossiping about people for my whole afternoon !!!
haha.....THAT'S SIMPLE ME ! :D
wahahah !!!! :DD
annd i keep laughing laughing laughing don't know for wad reason...
haha.....so that worries won't come near me...!
haahahah :DD
laugh until some people gottten my disease !
heh heh :DD
LEFT ONE MORE WEEK TO END OF ATTACHMENT !!!
haha... :P
but kinda will miss this ward bah.....
and the accelerated students... [ ashlee & shermaine]
yr 2s.... haha !!!!
luckily this time round in guys cubicle and the staff nurses
are all quite good...cheerful... :))
arhno and ash is so damn gay can !
gosh....i teasing ash today den he.....
oh my god ! *hair stand* !!!
hahah....but they're funny ^^
hhahahaha...........
so many people to gossip abt in this ward :P
hee....and true enough, the CI really very bias...
haha......not that we wanna say anything....but
it is really the truth....nobody can denies it....
i forgot to do sth today ! feeling so guilty now :((
hopes that ivan won't scold :(
GUILTY ! :((



~kuku gerl is guilty~

不值得 ...

除了想你,
除了爱你
我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记,整理心情(打开心情)
我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过,
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心,无力继续
这感情 不值得我犹豫不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆
不值得我提起不值得想起不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你
不为你而放弃爱情
不为你而灰了心
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你





~kuku gerl~