not satisfied at all!

does money hurts any of the relationship??
yes, definitely it hurts!
no matter how much ppl take.......
it is such a common thing now...lending money...
or wad ever......
i hate to be in the family that i am in!
why am i born here!
haix....
stupid
irritating....
sick and tired of it........
everyday routine......
nth gonna's change.......
working is better than staying at home....
or i would rather stay at other ppl's hse....
rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =/
humph............
I HATE PPL SMOKING AT HOME!
WANNA SMOKE, GET OUT AND SMOKE TILL
YOU ARE SATISFIED!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! rarrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!






~kuku gerl is not satisfied with anything!~

counting down of attachment! :)

starting of today its my 3rd week of attachment...
my whole attachment consist of 3 months...
which is equivilent to 12 weeks...
haha...so now i'm left with 9 weeks more...
that's pretty fast i suppose...
hmmm....and, i'll be having holis after 28 feb..
and there my adult life goes on...haha...
well...it's time to learn to save more than wad i'm saving now..
hmmm...haha....for e sake of future...
like study, family et cetra............hmmm...
this week we're going to start to take case alr....
don know wad will happen...
don dare to talk to doctors...
i'm afraid i couldnt understand what they're talking..
hmmm...well, lets see wad happen on wed bahx...haha....
christmas eve....haha....wad am i gg to do???
spending my day in TTSH! hahhaha...
i'm glad that i've gone to this ward...
the staffs are great =))
although its a infection unit...
i'm sure if we do our 5 moments of hand hygiene,
we'll definitely be safe :))
good luck to all prcp students!
i'm sure all of us will become an outstanding nurses in future! =)
haha....keep talking abt my attachment.......
now other than boyfriend, working....
hmmm....i have nth to do alr...
i gave up on my hobbies......not in contact with band friends...
all i care e most now... probably should be my dear,
ttsh and family....
oh ya..i have 2 new fam members!
little white and litte black! =D
they're my cute lil hamsters that my sister bought :))
my hobbies and band friends...
haix........good bye...... bon voyage....
all the best to u guys...if there's chance, we'll meet again...
same to my friends.....
my world now has only a few ppl revolving ard me...
attachment cliques, fam, dear, friends whom i still have contact
and last of all, my patients and their relatives....hmmm...






~kuku gerl announced the lost of her hobby~

egoistic???

moments ago....dad randomly just show me
a photo....and in the photo is e 3 of us and mum...
and...a note which i have wrote quite long ago...
hmmmm....suddenly feel like tearing...
dont know why...
shouldnt we show more concern towards someone
who is down....?
relative despise him..showing him attitude...
nagging at him...
wad abt his own family??
sometimes i just cant tolerate that kind
of attitude and i oso did that...
i'm sorry...
i'm not that kind of person who can say
i'm sorry, i love you or wad ever ...
directly to the person.....
its far too disgusting i think.....
hmmm....well...
as wad my dear say, sometimes when u realise,
its just too late to say: "i'm sorry"
some ppl holds high position...
very egoistic.....who can ever throw away their face and say those words...
if so, i beg your pardon...say that again...
no one can do that....
hmmmmm...oh well...
and i just know that MARCUS CHOOOOOOOOOOO
has a girlfrienddddd.....
wahahahh!!! and is like months ago?!?!?
wahahah!! oh gosh..i'm so not updated and is outdated...
LOLLLL....WAHAHAHAH!!!!!
so uncomfortable now for not gg to gym for 2 dayssss!
HAHAHAHA...
next week is my ED posting...........
wont be going to band so often i suppose.....
DON MISS ME PPL !
wahhahah!!!!!LOLLL....
NO POINT GG THERE WHEN ZACHARIAH GOH
DONT EVEN TREAT YOU AS A EXISTING PERSON!
HAHAHAH.....so it's okie not to go =))
lalah..........
headache...feel like vomitting..
ytd flu...head spinning....
all these stupid irritating illness, get lost plsssss......
rarrr!
my immune system is getting worst compared to
when i was young...hmmmm...
so irritating....
allergy to these and that....RARR!
stupid body....
hmmmmm...........
missssssingggggggggggggg youuuuuu badlyyyyyyyyyy =(







~kuku gerl kuku gerl~

first book out =)

my dear dear reach pasir ris on friday

evening @ 1749hrs.. =)

saw him with his new hair style =p

wahahah!!

so happy to see him =)

army guys like those hungry ghost siaaa...

hahah........once they reach station,

most of em went to makan fast food, buy sweet talk....

hahahahah!!!

and my dear went to ntuc to grab some biscuits to bring in..

hahhhaha......den, as usual, buy sweet talk and we took

a taxi back to his house...hehe!

he almost cant book out that day cuz their

boat left w/o them..

and they kena scolded...........hmmm...

nvr went for band due to this.....hmmm

hope ain wont mind.....hhah.......

ON SATURDAY:

went to quite a number of places!

hahhaha......went to sim lim sq get his pay..

put cheque..go OG kai kai awhile........

glance awhile at his everlast singlet....

hahaha......walk out of OG...

walk down to beach road.....

OMG! I TELL U! YTD'S WEATHER IS BURNING HOT!

u can see e 'smoke'!!! LOL

AHAHAH....

it's really super-ly HOT!

MY GOODNESS.......

reaccch beach road market..

wanted to eat claypot rice....

but haven open..opens @ 1600hrs...
hah...so walk up stairs to buy his army stuff first...

follow my dear and u can definitely save up lots of money...

wahahah!!! =DDDD

ps: so next time if i want go market, can bring u along eh~ =D

hhahaha....

buy finish den we go eat e claypot rice......
not bad lah.....their chicken so tender......

hhahahaha...got fish inside...

it taste fresh, normal fish....

but he sae is salted fish -______-

wahahah!!! taste bud spoilll!!!! =D

hehe!

eat finish, went to meritus hotel get his cert..

e hotel was grand.. [which hotel is not grand]

haha!

and head towards vivo to get his phone batt...

but it was out of stock...hmmm...

went kai kai...chatting our way on our ideal home..

hahah!

went to try his shoe.......but he nvr buy...

go makan again....hahah...~~

he fed me with all those nutritious stuff~~ can gain 1kg

everytime he book out sia...wahahah =D

and head towards homeee........

he's booking in today =(

i miss him.....2 weeks ltr den can see him again =(

haix...

tears flowing out w/o me crying...

maybe is my excess tears....

no place to store =( haix........
~go inside must take care ah....

must be strong! =) i'll be strong too :))~

hehe! so vain.... XD
at beach road market waiting for our claypot riceeeee~~ :D going homeeee~~

~kuku gerl will be strong :))~

i wish i wish i wish...

happy lil gurl..
- i want to rebond hair..
- i want to have a super uber big bear
other than my davon and my winnie =)
- i want my windmill from tim :)
- i want to take photo
- i want to go kbox
- i want to take neoprint
- i want to go gym
- i want to wish YOKE LIAN, YVONNE NG & LAY PENG
A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! :)
- i want to upload sean's wedding photo asap
- i want to improve on my stupid horn playing
- i want to get away from some ppl
- pls absent yourself, ur sarcastic-ness super sucks!
cried, the moment i miss you..
and when u say me without any reason?
and please help each other in a section..
there's no one other than ur section mates who can help you!
hmmmm.....
and and and....
finding another welfare is difficult as i dunno them!
hahah!
was pissed and sad ytd..
don feel like talking..
i hate to see 2 "hims"..
just so irritated seeing them...
and yet, i have to serve him...
-____________-
wad the hell....
oh my goodness.....





~kuku gerl~

心理游戏‏的答案

> > * **D. 牧羊犬**
> > > > 忠心，目的性比较强**
> > > > 牧**?犬对主人百分百忠心，为了完成工作不惜付出一切，这类型的人非常遵守规章制度，对于朋友拜托的事都会如期完成，人缘很不错，有教养又懂礼貌的你不喜欢出*> > *> > > > 风头，只要做好职责范围之内的事就尽情沉醉在自我的兴趣中咯，闲暇时候的你那副悠闲自得的模样，很是令人羡慕。**
> > > > 【如何排除人际烦恼】**
> > > > 因为个性随和的缘故，所以你跟任何人都能和平相处，对人缺乏防备可以说是你的最大缺点，也是你烦恼的根源，心太诚太善的话，很容易被人利用，你必须提高警惕，才不至于让吃亏上当。> > **
> > > > 【对异性的态度】**
> > > > 你非常享受谈恋爱的感觉，对于不入眼的异性相当冷漠，一般来说，你很少为爱受折磨，就算有喜欢的对象也不敢主动告白，不过一旦爱起来将是那么热情难挡。**
> > > > 【职业预测】**
> > > > 你的好耐心是大优点哦，适合当医生、会计师、电脑工程师等。**






quite true oh......hmmm
had my cousin's wedding dinner ytd...
the 1st guy among cousins to get married...
hahaha.....hmmm...
was quite grand...held at fullerton's hotel..
hmmmm.....
was entertaining throughout =) hhaha!!!
and the dishes just make me feel bloated! XD
waahahah! was delicioussssssss...............
mama got drunk....cried...
all because of daddy....
haix...
tell him sth ...yet the reply from JD was..
you better don go and find otherwise
you'll get it from me...
wads the meaning of being single and attached ?
WTH...
hmmmm..told him i wont be free whole day....
LOL....
hope it was a everlasting love and marriage, ah sean kor kor =)





~kuku gerl~

this world has change!

when i was young, my perception:
friends is the best..
however.. now, perception has change..
no longer friends no.1
friends ask for help when they're in need..
sometimes they don seek understandings from you..
i dont know....
so many years of friendship between us....
how much does it cost ?
or it doesnt worth any?
hmmm..
we seldom meet up....but do u guys
bother to organise any outing? [including myself]
friends are hard to come by [quoted from mdm babara tang et. al]
maintain tat...however, no one seems to care...
all the promised made in the past seems to be forgetten...
haix...
never ever regard friends as if they're ur besties...
friends are still friends..they do things up to a certain stage...
not to e fullest..
e person who help u to e max is probably ur fam or ur future fam..
years of friendship..went through numerous obstacles..
joy and happiness...........disappeared!
SHUT UP, YVONNE..
YOU JOLLY WELL ACCEPT THE FACT!

hmmm.....ytd i went for orchestra prac!
its so miracle!
hahaha...........
and its so surprised to see me online
this few days =p haha..
cuz my dear not ard =(
ONLINE = WASTING OF TIME
haahaha!!!!!
now ppl might be having their sectionals in nyp...
HORN?!?!? slackin at home!
NO PPL HOW TO SECTIONAL????
when e other section mate is so crazy...
haix...condutor so sarcastic........
zzz.....band is so sian nowadays...
luckily there's still a few ppl ard =)
hahahah!!!
get back to work stop blogging!




~kuku gerl miss you~