i nvr i nvr i nvr....

i nvr i nvr i nvr...........
my feeling now is just like i've just fell into into the
deepest hole i've ever seen...
it feels terrible...
i nvr had this feelin since 2 yrs ago...
and now i've fell again..
once again...
i shouldn't have be more daring and walk to
the front and...continue to walk...
knowing something bad is gg to happen
but i still very persist...
now that sth had happen, and i cant get out...
its so deep down, quiet, lonely, dark.......
injured...not healing yet...
upset, crying cause it's so painful...
perhaps, i'm not a "good" girl...
"good" girl doesnt cry..
they're brave....they've manage to faced all obstacles......
"good" girl does knows how to manage, overcome it.....etc
they know lots of things...
they're being appreciated by others...
while bad girl like me can only be condemn by others...
and no one is gg to save her when she falls into e deep hole..


IDONTWANT IDONTWANT IDONTWANT...
INEVER INEVER INEVER ...








~kuku gerl~